Trying To Pass Off Playing Merge Games As A Form Of Meditation Cifras

I could't figure out how Jay is strumming in the first part of the song,it sounds like a lo tof really fast
strums with some accents
 
Capo on 3rd
Chords relative to capo
 
[Chords]
G: 35000x
Em: 02200x
B5add#5: x2400x
Cmaj7: x3550x
C5:x355xx
 
 
[Intro]
G G Em B5add#5  x2
 
[Verse 1]
G                        Em                  B5add#5        G
I tried to find a way to fix what feels like nature so it’s stuck
                              Em                 B5add#5         G
Hard to embrace what can not change when it just makes you feel fucked
                                    Em   B5add#5    G
Some pains they felt they vanished after so long unaddressed
                           Em         B5add#5             Cmaj7
When I’m alone too long I find these feelings were all repressed
 
[Chorus 1]
G                                    Cmaj7
Hold my nose and breath and swallow three
G                            C5
My chest bubbles up with escapees
G                                C5
Gulp twice more if body does so please
       G
Then release
 
Em B5add#5
G Em B5add#5
 
[Verse 2]
G                            Rm             B5add#5      G
And so the method hеlps you cope, return to memorizеd routine
                    Em           B5add#5           G
So I am pacified by reminders of times my mind was clean
                          Em              B5add#5      G
It’s sure not cure but distraction is the safest in between
                            Em           B5add#5             Cmaj7
Just to get me through this moment, this hour, this day this week
 
[Chorus 2]
G                                      C5
Tap legs, tug hair, smoke and stare at screen
G                             C5
Meditation seems too hard for me
    G                                    C5
But repetition helps these hard thoughts breathe
          G
Zone out reprieve
 
Em B5add#5
G Em B5add#5
 
[Verse 3]
G                       Em         B5add#5    G
So contemplation enters self-flagellation easily
                     Em               B5add#5    G
I beat myself up but I’m now speaking metaphysically
                        Em                  B5add#5
The existential dread debilitated with such frequency
G                       Em      B5add#5         C5
So I need coping mechanisms to still live peacefully
 
[Chorus 3]
G                                  C5
Hiccup cures, and counting games I need
G                              C5
Record breaking swallow-fest indeed
G                                C5
Reasoning fidget behaviour, they read
        G
As hyperbole
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