If You Only Knew Cifras

[Intro]
C  G  Dm7  F
 
 
[Verse 1]
          C
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
          G
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
       Dm7                                           F
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause god, I'm so lucky to live my life
     C
So I keep all the pain to myself
       G
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
       Dm7
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
   F              Fm
So I pretend I'm fine
 
 
[Chorus]
            C
If you only knew
                                    G
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
                                   Dm7
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
                         F
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
            C
If you only knew
                                    G
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
                                       Dm7
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
                     F
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
            C
If you only knew
 
 
[Verse 2]
      C
Oh, I wish I was somebody else
    G
I'm constantly overwhelmed
        Dm7
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
       F
It's a silent cry for help
 
 
[Pre-chorus]
            Am                    G
I wanna get better, I want you to know
             F             Dm7
that I can't do this on my own
 
 
[Chorus]
            C
If you only knew
                                    G
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
                                   Dm7
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
                         F
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
            C
If you only knew
                                    G
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
                                       Dm7
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
                     F
I'm sorry but I need you, oh
 
 
[Bridge]
                    C                  G
Take me out of this hell, oh, somebody help
                 Dm7                 F
Take me out this hell, oh, I'm not myself
 
 
[Outro]
        C                                             G
I wanna tell you, what my mind is telling me I should do
                                   Dm7
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
                          F
I'm too sad to cry, but I want to
                N.C.
Oh, if you only knew.
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