I Dont Like Who I Was Then Cifras

Tuning: D#G#C#F#A#D#
 
[Chords]
A:       0-0-2-2-0-0
B:       0-2-4-4-0-0
C#:      0-4-6-6-0-0
E9:      0-7-9-9-0-0
F#maj7:  0-9-11-11-0-0
E7m:     0-11-13-13-0-0
E:       0-2-2-1-0-0
 
[Intro]
A – C# - A – B x2
 
[Verse 1]
A                                    C#
Tossed around like sea glass and You rounded out my edges.
           A                           B
I'll feel better when the headaches go away.
        A                                 C#
I got a scar across my forehead, turning purple in the cold
         A
From a night at Shore Memorial.
       B
I was 16 and afraid.
         A                      B
Turned away, like I'm working baby face
             E9      C# A
Out of Mid-South in the 80's.
                           B
I kept a blade hidden in my wrist tape.
 
[Chorus]
            E                               A
I think I'm growing into someone You could trust.
            E9                         C#
I want to shoulder the weight until my back breaks,
   B   B   A
I want to run until my lungs give up.
                            E9
If I could manage not to fuck this up.
            F#maj7 E7m      B
If I could manage not to fuck this up.
        E7m       F#maj7  A
I think enough is enough.
 
[Verse 2]
A                              C#
Hidden in the tall grass in the naked light of day,
               A
I put my past-self in the ground.
           B
I've been dancing on the grave.
            A
I'm not the person that I was then,
      C#
I'm tearing him away.
      A
I was bitter. I was careless.
      B
I was 19 and afraid
 
[Bridge 1]
E                    A
But You deserved more from me.
E                              B
I don't know whE7m I would saE7m those things.
E                    A                     B
But You deserved more from me and I'm trying every day.
 
[Chorus]
            E                               A
I think I'm growing into someone You could trust.
            E9                         C#
I want to shoulder the weight until my back breaks,
   B   B   A
I want to run until my lungs give up.
                            E9
If I could manage not to fuck this up.
            F#maj7 E7m      B
If I could manage not to fuck this up.
        E7m       F#maj7  A
I think enough is enough.
 
[Bridge 2]
(Palm muted)           C#
You left me walking in circles.
                       A
You were a shot in the dark.
             B
You were the baby teeth I buried.
             A
You were the sounds of distant cars.
(End palm muted)           C#
You left me walking in circles.
                       A
You were a shot in the dark.
             B
You were the banner that says "No One"
       A
That I tattooed across my heart.
                       C#
You left me walking in circles.
                       A
You were a shot in the dark.
                       B
You're scattered like ashes across every song that I write.
                 A
You're where the light pollution starts.
 
[Chorus]
            E                               A
I think I'm growing into someone You could trust.
            E9                         C#
I want to shoulder the weight until my back breaks,
   B   B   A
I want to run until my lungs give up.
                            E9
If I could manage not to fuck this up.
            F#maj7 E7m      B
If I could manage not to fuck this up.
        E7m       F#maj7  A
I think enough is enough.
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